Your worth as a human being and your academic success are directly correlated. The road to success is paved with anxiety and fear. Fear is becoming greater than your passion. Diminishing passion is killing your motivation. It is killing creativity. Who needs creativity when the only qualification you need is a letter on a transcript? Worry about creativity only as a subject of the future. The far far future. After you secure your future and your creativity dies. Who will die? You or it? Are you truly alive when you’re not doing what truly makes you feel alive? Are you sure that what you think makes you alive is what makes you alive? You need the fear. Maybe sacrifice a year. Your twenty first year. Your twenty second year. Get hypnotized. Wake up in your twenty forth or fifth year with a paper and a letter. A letter that will secure the future you killed for a number of years in your twenty something years. Do not look around and wonder like a foolish young person with a dreamer’s disease. Your symptoms are clear. One is the failure to separate reality from the illusion. Dreams are causing you confusion. Fear is getting bigger and it’s onto killing the dream. You talk to someone who “knows better”. They say it’s better to cure your disease before it spreads. They say the cure is the letter. They know better. Worry now and think later. Do the following steps: One. Two. Three. This is all you need to know. Leave now. Come back when you get better. And by better I mean, your worth printed in better letters.
